Upgrade.

I seriously need to upgrade my fucking t-mobile blackberry account and put my email on that pda. I just missed the chance to be in JadaKiss/Neyo new video and I'm PISSED! PISSY PISSY PISSED!

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Pisseeeeeddddd. Why didn't this management text me like the rest of them do? Whatever, no big deal I guess :( My hair is looking horrible this week and the video shoot call time is 6 am tomorrow morning.

I also got rejected for the 3 other music videos this week. I try not to complain about how slim/skinny models never get work in the urban/hip hop industry but it is true. THEY DON'T.

And I know what your probably thinking... Oh why don't you go into fashion modeling since your skinny. Well I'm too short for mainstream fashion and beside alt... glamour is the only other genre I can fit into because there aren't any real height and size requirements. But there are size requirements but they always want big asses regardless of face. However, the size requirements aren't written in stone...

I'm blahing...

Speaking of upgrade, I got to change server accounts on my website (yes I actually have a website but it is shitty and undone). I need to make another site for my portfolio... Like.. domovictoria.com. In the meantime I'm working on my first site again.

One of my bosses (who is a friend as well) haven't payed me in almost a month. I barelly work there part-time but the money is almost a G. Hmmm this is why I don't like working with friends. Hm.