Burlesque Tales

I wish these were 100 dollar bills and not 1s.

So I'm home alone. Right doing anything I'm suppose to be doing now *like rest or fix my resume* so I might as well write on here. I'll edit this entry later with photos so bare with the rambling.

These past two weeks has been great for me, modeling/performing career wise. I have been booked all week long and it made me feel so great. That means I'm in popular demand! It feels so good when other people do your your hair and makeup. You get spoiled after awhile that you can't go out the corner store without makeup and hair done.

But now I don't have much planned and that makes me a little sad. Last night I performed at the Slipper Room and I was sick as a dog. I had the stomach virus and killer cramps. I'm surprised I went through with it. That is not so glamour part of modeling... You have model or perform even when your sick so I didn't tell anyone that I was truly dying inside because it was an audition show peformance for me. So I suck it up asked one of the other performaners to bring me my favorite drink (cranberry and vodka) and went out there. The performance was very good but I know I could've done better.


I did about 5 or 6 performances now and now I'm waiting for someone to pick me up as there weekly, monthy or bi-monthly act. I hope someone gives me that chance! I love performing at different places but I want one place to call my home. I applied to so many spots today that my fingers were hurting! I just found some more spots I want to apply to as well.




I'm planning to visit my friend Kyana in Baltimore in a week or two. I want to do a performance or two while I'm down there as well but having a hard time find burlesque spots down there.

I haven't smoked a cig in... a month!

Rejection is not perfection...

I'm a little bummed that I did like 3 sets for a site and only one of them got accepted. The set only set that got accepted was the one I really hate..

Oh well.. Can't cry or spoiled milk.

I can't wait to get this on my arm!!!!

(that is Josephine Baker, if you didn't know)

Paysites.

I have been asked about a million times about doing a paysite. To me I haven't established myself enough to create a paysite. People don't undertstand that you have to put in a good 3,000- 5,000 dollars to start one off along with new content photo sets on a weekly basis. Having your own paysite is not really your own. You share it with the photographers who shoot you, programer, designer, etc. etc. etc. People don't think about those little things before asking me that. Plus, I don't want mine to look like everyone's else site. I mean anyone could take some nude photos and ask people to pay to view, but I don't want my site to be the typical site like that.

I have to create some new costumes for the Burlesque Performaces I have coming up. As for the music, I sadly still don't know what to perform to yet because as much as I like dancing to the old style music, I really want to spice my gigs up with some more recent upbeat music.

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My new cat is in heat. Nasty ass bitch.

Tired..

I haven't picked up my blackberry in like ... two weeks. I know alot of people have been calling and texting me, but I just don't want to answer. I'm not dead to all that has tried to contact me.

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I haven't had a good night rest since ... I graduated this June. 5am has become my new bedtime and then wake at 9 or 10 am and repeat the cycle. Why can't a get a goodnight's rest!



This is week I had to shoot some set content for GodGirls.com . I did like 5 sets and I only like one of them so I will submit that one today. I called it Erotic Apparel and it is enfluenced by American Apparel's racy and ameatur like photos. The photo above is from the set. MY LIGHTING LOOK SO FUCKING SHITTY! I wish I could go heavy on the photoshop it and stuff, but GG wants us (models) to reframe from doing that.

In other models news I this web interview I did months ago just came out on the website:
Check it out http://www.pixacom.com/model/415/interviews/featured-models/Domo-Victoria