Single Ladies

Do I really need to explain what I'm implying about myself right now? I don't think so.

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I love how myspace removed my photo... Ok Ok.. It was a little to naughty but we all seen worse photos.

Here is the unedit version:



I think this is my new fav photo to date:

Wed.

When it gets cold... Domo is no where to be found! I get cold wayyy to easily to be hanging out unless a car and money is involved. Sorry to sound like a golddigger, but I'm not hanging out with anyone for long this time of the year unless you have both.


I recently became a veggie... well sorta veggie more like super hardcore diet.

Had my period last week and was sick and tired of eating meat. The thought of an animal being slaughtered to be in my belly got to me.

I'm not saying I'll be veggie for the rest of my life... Just right now and at this time of my life, I want to eat healthy. Broccoli, carrots, apples and cranberries have been my best friend in these new times. I had domino pizza last weekend and I felt bad but w.e. I walked it out the next day.

Right now I'm at work... Suppose to be working however I'm not happy at work and most importantly don't get paid right. So coming here is starting to feel like a no money drag.

I haven't had a pro shoot in a while and I have like a million of them this weekend.
I've lost the 10 lbs that I wanted to lose (I was 113, not I'm 103) so I should look more fashion body in my photos.
I grown a little butt too HAHA!

I realize...

that some guys are intimadated by a knowledgable woman (esp. in the field of visual arts.)


(boobs are sadly not mines... I'm not in a good photo mood to take photos of my body parts today)


Even some guys I know from h.s I think feel that way... like NO I don't know what your doing because we wasn't in the same ART h.s. for 4 years together.

Today was another photoshoot for my main job and the photographer was trying to give me advice on photoediting, basically telling me I could change levels and such to get the photos the right color and make the clothing pop out.

In my humble opinion... Color fixing and all that bullshit should be fixed on the camera first. That is why you have light readers. The only editing I should have been doing was light shadowing and blending on his photos (that is another story)BUT...

I explained to him that I already knew how to do this method and also I have been doing them to the photos.. but he continues to tell me anyway as if I have no idea what he was talking about. As if I don't have a degree in graphic design and don't know what the fuck I'm doing.

I'm might have made it seem like I hate this guy or even that this guy was an asshole but he isn't. He is a really nice guy but I'm tried of guys doing that to me.

As you see I'm not in the most pleasant mode but I have a feeling that tomorrow will be a whole different story.

TGIF again...

The weekend is here... It was a long ass week for me. I was going to bitch about it, but whatever. It is Friday!

Nothing much to really say. I've been super busy, tired and blah blah blah.



I did another DYI set for godsgirls.com (the photo above is a photo from the set I took)-- I have a feeling it will not be accepted so I need to do another one soon.

I have to get stuff for my burlesque show. I've been so busy that I haven't brought anything! YIKES!

Nov 2!?!?!?!?!!!!!

Oh this is a long nut busting blog:


I can't believe it is Novemeber already... Damn it is the 2nd of the month! Fucking crazy!!!!

If you know me personally... You know that I freeze very easily. Even in the summertime I have to carry a sweater or jacket because I freeze to death when I go in the train or eatery that has air conditioners. So image me in the winter... In the winter in fucking NYC... I freeze all the time, get sick and never feel great. Plus I don't have a winter coat! I think my family threw away my winter coats and because I lost a bit of weigh... I'm back to a size 0 with no fucking heavy coat! It is crazy hard to find an x-small coat. I might have to buy a coat at my boutique job. They mostly have Itlian clothes and Itlian shit is cut very small. I don't want to pay Itlian money though, even if I get it cheaper than anyone else.... Hmmm

Last night I went out to a Black lounge! Ok my Black bros and sisters, don't think I'm stupid for saying this, but I never knew any existed. Being a half rocker, I only knew of mostly white lounges... It was cool to go to a Black lounge (in Harlem at that) but a Brooklyn girl like me with three colors in her hair felt like a target for the hating bitches that were looking at me up and down and too much of a magnet for dudes because I ordered crazy drinks that they never heard of and automatically named me a freak in the bed. Once again if you know my personally I'm very anti-social to new people... unless I'm drinking or dancing lol


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I brought these sexy lip pussy wet porn star shoes online from another nakey model. I waited and waited and waited a whole month, got them and they are way too small. However, they are my size, 7 (actually I'm a 6.5).

I look at the website and it says to buy them a size bigger than your actual foot size. So I need an 8 but I didn't know because I brought them from her.

Lesson learned.

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Halloween just past! It was a great Halloween.

At my job I had to decorate the window display:



So much fun to do esp. the mummy dress but when you have to do other things like finish their website, retail and other graphic design projects for them, it become a whole bunch of pressure to finish the job on time. I wish I could've came to my job's party.

For Halloween I was Amy CrackHead Winehouse! I said this about a thousand times, but I was the best one. I saw a few girls being Amy but they were slutty Amy. I was cracked-out Amy! When I do Halloween, I don't do it to look sexy and whorish. Honestly, I could do that anyday. Ok, I talked enough here are some photos:





I drew her tattoos.



I sniffed some of her good shit she gets.



Too much fun!

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Here is the flyer to the event on Sat I have been talking about since forever: