Okay I'm not doing anything today some lemme me blog...
Something really urkes me and pisses me off.
The subject of "mixed girls"
Like why is it now so cool to be "mixed" (people who don't know what that means, that is a person who is bi-racial or multi-racial)? As far as I remember I was ALWAYS made fun because I looked different.

People and children didn't know if I was mixed with asian, hispanic, indian or etc. Playing at the playground I was made fun of because I had long curly thick hair. I remember when I was in the 7th grade and wore my natural curly hair and out everyone laughed at me. After home room I ran so fast in the bathroom with tears in my hand and wet my hair so it would curl downward and look thinner.
Not until I was (I don't know...) 14 or 15, I was always asked my nationality. Til this day everytime I go out alone, I'm ALWAYS asked my nationality. I used to say just African American and people who just look at me like yeah fucking right.
I feel that for alot of guys they approach me, that is the only thing they care about. Having a mixed girl because she looks exotic and our kids will have "that good hair". Come on is that truly the only meaning of life?
I have gotten used to it but it still urkes me when someone askes me what I'm "mixed with".
I tell them I'm Antarctican!